Sri Ramanasramam Archives has a sizable collection of video interviews of Bhagavan’s old devotees’ in which they have talked about their first darshan, later visits and experience in His presence.
Video footage of past events and celebrations at Sri Ramanasramam.
Quote from Bhagavan
These controversies as to which is superior – Fate or Free-will – arise only to those who look not into the root of both. If one however knows the Self, the root and cause of both, one transcends both and will never again entertain thoughts of either.